I told someone today that I did New Zealand, too, and I'm jealous and excited for him. But this is the heartbreak of instilling the love of adventure and world travel in these kids of ours. I did it to my mom. I can't really tell them not to and I wouldn't. They were some of my best experiences. But only some. And then there are the ones since all those youthful adventures. Those trips formed me, formed us. But when I look back at how many chapters there have been since then that have included these 4 (+3) humans right here. Wow. I can't count the blessings that I believe are from God. And I'm so thankful.​

​But this. This move into empty nest time? It's actually really excruciating. I can't explain the heavy hearted physical pain. I know it's grief and grief let's you know you loved hard and good, if not perfectly. We just lived. And it's been a really glorious, sometimes mundane, living with these people God loaned to me. He's given us a really cool life together.
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I know it's not over and we still have a lot of living to do together, but not in the same way. Happily for us, it includes these little moon beams here. (see what I did there?) And I can't believe how cool it is to have them here in the world with us.


Facebook is lame and I spend too much time on it. But the beauty of it is that I get to see all your names come past my eyeballs and I can count the added blessings we've had in all these chapters - all you lovely friends.

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​When we got home, a friend of Aidan had posted this after a wedding they were at with lots of old friends:
"What is that feeling when you're driving away from people and they recede on the plain till you see their specks dispersing? - it's the too-huge world vaulting us, and it's good-bye. But we lean forward to the next crazy venture beneath the skies." He told me it's Kerouac.
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Thanks for indulging me on stupid Facebook. I really wrote this for me, but thanks for being a friend. Here's to lots more crazy ventures.

                                                                          We got a puppy. ​

Michael and I may start blogging a bit of our cattle ranching, sheep herding and beekeeping excitement. 

I keep notes in a spiral notebook about my bees, but it would be nice to include pictures, so I'll try keeping my notes here.  So, it really won't even be for anyone but my own recordkeeping and if you're reading it, I hope you can learn a little from my adventure.  We have this site, so I might as well use it! There are bee bloggers and youtubers galore and I don't have any plans to become a wise beekeeping sage. Sometimes I will probably say things that are wrong.  I'm just flailing along in this beekeeping thing.  There are various ways to do everything and so much depends on location and how many hives and personal preference and....  I have new beekeepers asking me for help getting started and I feel very inept at answering questions, but my kids and Michael remind me that I actually know more than a new beek does.  (ya like that?  Beekeepers eventually start saying things like "beek"  and write "bee" for "be" whenever possible. ;)  I'm too much of a spelling nazi for that. (but, hmmm... why IS it called a spelling bee? I digress.... ) I'll probably say "I guess" and "probably" a lot. If any fellow beekeeper ever reads this, feel free to correct  anything you read by commenting!

I started with bees 5 years ago, but 2 years ago lost them after a droughty summer.  They went into the winter pretty weak and my hives died.  I didn't  get around to ordering bees that spring, but got back to it last year, 2020.   I bought two packages of bees for 2 hives.  They did pretty well and I got 9 gallons of honey.  Often people say not to expect to get any honey with new hives, but mine did well.

I went into the winter with 2 hive bodies and a honey super on each.  I have tried to decide a good practice for winter.  One of the big debates is whether or not to insulate.  I have never wrapped my hives.  My first years, I insulated the inner cover.  I had heard that if you get a lot of snow,  it will insulate the hive.  Also,  bees will survive in a hollow log, without styrofoam wrap, so if you have them in a sort of protected place, you should need to.  Last winter, I came across this guy, who is in New England.  He does wrap his hives, but I just used the info from about 6:50-10:00 and fed dry sugar.  (He has a lot of videos that I keep planning to watch. He has a pleasant way about him....)

​Last week (or two weeks ago?), Cole came in from the barn one day and told me there were dead bees and poop and all over.  The hives are alive!  We have had a few warm days the last week and they have come out a few times for their "cleansing flights".  Basically they say "hey, it's pretty warm today, let's have a poop party!"  Some fly out and just poop and go back.  Some go out, land on the snow and I guess it's just a bit too cold for them to lift back off and get home and they die on the snow.  Always sad. There are a lot of bees out front of one of my hives.  I think I read that they also take the warm weather opportunity to drag out any bees that died over the winter.  

So, yesterday, it was warm and sunny, and I thought I'd go peek inside.  I had a coat and tall boots on and put on my veil - head only cover.  When I got out there, they were buzzing around so much that I decided to get my full suit on.  I don't know if I'll ever be one of those that goes out suitless and doesn't mind getting stung.  Bees were flying around both hives.  I lifted the inner cover off and poured in more dry sugar.  One hive seems to have more bees, but I didn't get down into the hive bodies.  I'll wait for some more extended warm weather and warmer nights. 
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The Home Ranch sold last fall. It will no longer be a typical guest ranch. Michael has been kept on as manager by the new owners and we are very happy to not have to move from our beloved Clark.  Michael was wearying of the pace of May-October on a guest ranch, but it is bittersweet to not have the opportunity to  share our music each week without having to go anywhere.
If you know Michael, you know that his heart is really in cattle ranching, land management and conservation and we hope that there are new opportunities for him to use his gifts and experience in these areas again. There have been numerous blessings that came with returning to The Home Ranch five years ago and change is hard, but it is good.

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It has been a couple months since Our Souls at Night came out. Here is Michael's post from around Thanksgiving.

Colorado ranch worker’s song will be in new Netflix film

​We are thankful and humbled by the response to this video and the news of our songs being included in a Netflix movie, Our Souls at Night. We are especially thankful to Home Ranch guest John Lyons for thinking enough of our music to include them. The songs are " Not so Lonely Now" and "April Prayer". If you watch the movie, listen hard during the coffee shop scene and while Jane and Robert are talking on the phone. They will be playing in the background.
Is it a good movie? We will find out right along with the rest of you, only we probably won't see it opening night. If the weather is good we are going camping with the kids next weekend.
Thanks again for support 


It is truly hard to hear the songs in the scenes, but they are in the credits and it was a good first experience with music in film.  Hopefully there will be more.

Oh My.  The kids are getting older and life keeps moving along.  A goat? To milk and make all our mozzarella for pizza night?  Sure!  More chicks? Of course.  We love  $20 a dozen eggs.  Bees?  No time like the present.  We love $20 a quart honey.  Awww.  Kittens.  Much cheaper than getting the barn cat fixed for $200.  We have probably not made the best financial decisions lately.  But we don't care.  They bring joy, teach responsibility, it's fun.  And Michael loves baby animals.  They are so cute.  hehe.

What a blessing our son is to us.

We've finally come into the world of updateable websites and will now be able to have a blog, change pictures, add new songs we're working on or videos.  We are still in the throes of ranching, homeschooling and life, so it will be a constant work in progress.